Daily Prompt–Origin Story-Wrapping up year one with the Brainiacs

Yes, I saved everything.

Fan Letter text by Jaye Circa 1978, Art by Steve Smith.

On August 26, it will be one year since I wrote my first post on Jaye’s Brain. I was moved to sit at the keyboard that day by an episode of Anderson Cooper’s show highlighting the movie “Bully.” My post was called Bullies On The Bus and it felt really good to write it, to be writing again. I had a good report from the neurosurgeon. I had fully mourned the loss of my job, a job I held for nine years, a personal best. Best of all, I was going to be a Nana.

After a year of blogging it is clear to me the kinds of writing I do NOT want to do. Example: Book reviews. Not my skill. I often love a book so much I want to buy each one of you a copy. The last book I read was The Astronaut Wives Club, by Lily Koppel. I enjoyed the content but found it stylistically lacking. There. That’s my review. See what I mean?

Movie reviews fall into the same category. I tried with Hyde Park on Hudson (here). Effusively loving stuff has been an issue with me since the beginning of time. The illustration above is from a review I wrote of a Billy Joel concert for the college newspaper (1978) with my head shown as the actual fan. A college friend summed it up last year when she wrote: “No offense, Jaye, but you love everything.”

A few posts that are personal favorites.  Memory of Michael  continues to get a reworking now and again. My ride up the escalator stands out in my memory and garnered the most comments. The adoption category yields the occasional “a ha moment” but not always for the same reasons.

I own a tote bag of filled up steno pads. Yes, I took steno, because I thought writing  faster would help me get my words down on paper. I thought it might make me a better newspaper reporter (The Evening Independent , one of “the 25 jobs,” kinda proved otherwise).

The tote bag serves as a constant reminder: words only get on paper if you put them there.

I acquired that tote bag in 1977. It is grimy and beige and bears a logo I know longer recognize. I dragged it through three apartments, three houses and the brief stint where I lived out of a shopping cart. The words have always been with me, and some of them still speak to me. I hope a few more of them will still speak to some of you.

I had a lot of misconceptions about blogging. I had people tell me what blogging was and wasn’t.  I knew enough about myself to know I wouldn’t keep at it if nobody read, and I understood on some basic level that blogging was a community. Perhaps that is something that has to be experienced; I know a daughter tried to tell me more than once but I just wouldn’t listen.

During the year I have learned that “fans” are likely to be found at the most unusual junctions. The effort to be “mostly truthful” remains, always, a challenge. Not the truth telling part, but when to let you know I am  being silly or sarcastic. Poetic license people!

Finally, I never refer to myself as “cancer-free”- but with 5 years of  “no significant change” and a discharge from the oncologist, I am grateful to require the simple annual MRI. It is time to re-focus the blog, which is not a living thing but feels like it from time to time. I have cherished the company of the “brainiacs” (other brain cancer  bloggers) who have laughed and cried with me, mourned with me and encouraged me to create Jayes Brain.

So as each day becomes 8 1/2 minutes shorter (didn’t we just have Memorial day?), I will be open for suggestions for a new tagline. Expect more poems, more stories where the names are changed to protect the guilty, perhaps a little fiction. Less reminiscence? I wouldn’t count on it.

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17 thoughts on “Daily Prompt–Origin Story-Wrapping up year one with the Brainiacs

  1. Happy Birthday, Blog! (I just passed my one-year blog-birthday too … you know, no one sends gifts anymore. Such a shame.) Anyway, I enjoy your blog very much. Always glad to see your words appear in the ether … looking forward to another year or two or three or …

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    • Thanks for your birthday wishes! How did we all start at the same time and not realize it? It’s a mystery! Hey, I frequently quote you at home to sound like i know something is going on in the game. Thanks for helping with that! Love your writing! I w ould comment more but I frequently read it on my phone, which makes it hard. Peace!

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      • I have to admit … I’m always very very happy to see a comment from you or a like from you on one of my posts. I love your writing very much — the thoughts you think and the easy way your words come over. When someone makes it look easy, when clearly it is not, that’s the sign that a true writer is sitting out behind a keyboard somewhere. So I look to you for inspiration. Oh, and you make me laugh too (and you make me think about crazy-delightful things, like Light Brites!)

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  2. It is interesting how a blog evolves, eh? You start out with a plan, kind of, and then meander along. I like your meandering path, Jaye and look forward to your posts. Here’s to another year wandering the byways of the world wide web. Cheers!

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    • Thanks so much! I get myself in tears because I don’t understand things (I really don’t understand how to link to my blog in the comments despite the patience of people trying to help me). Then I say forget posting and just write for awhile. The writing part is very soothing. This last post was funny because I started to write it and then the daily prompt was just for me! (too bad i don’t understand how to generate the pingback.Backping? whatever….
      Cheers to you as well, keep on blogging!

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  3. I hear you! I spend hours in front of the computer screen on WordPress’ site trying to learn how to modify my blog or apply the cool tools that they suggest. Then once I figure it out, I can’t remember it the next time. Sigh. A side effect of the aging brain methinks.

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  4. I am guilty of not letting you know how proud I am of your accomplishments. You are smart, talented, loving and beautiful inside and out. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and being a part of my life.

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  5. Are you kidding me? You are looking to your friends for ideas;-) You are one of the smartest people I know and love. Just say what’s on your mind cause that’s what you do best. I love seeing posts from you come to my inbox. It’s like getting a gift to open. But… since you asked, how bout a blog of your experiences with Jesus.

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    • Aw I miss you and I miss saying what’s on my mind with you! I’ll give some thought to this…as to why I don’t blog about Jesus. So many people do such a lovely job of it.

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